frens! =)

its mystical how fate sprinkles its magic out of the blue..
things happen when u least expect them to...or when some thoughts haf never crossed ur mind before...


talked alot abt love & life over dinner wif joreen, jag and roche...about our ideal partners and feelings and stuff...listened to their experiences, which is something i never expected at all. Guys are much more practical than gals. As they put it, life goes on..(mdm lee's pet phrase) =) Somehow this seemingly ordinary conversation touched me in an extraordinary way. And now that i haf understood dem betta, our frenship has moved to another level. i will treasure it.

you guys rock my world! rock my socks off! =D
but gotta kick shafi's ass soon...hope i remember..

everybody has a story to tell. what bonded SABASKET & SARAWAKIANS wif a special frenship we share? Both jag & i agreed dat it was the life journey sessions...

we chatted abt the OBS times...roche cant believe im in dance and jag said i luk more lyk a rockclimber instead..haha must be cos of the OBS days...
time will tell. Just u wait jag...i'll see who's ur wife in ten yrs time...my prediction might come true...lolx!

joreen n i pretended to be angry at dem and we hid ourselves so dat dey had to look for us and treat us extra nice...love playing pranks man. We all haf different ways of expressing our anger. Smashing a vase on sumbody's face til her lips tear, run away from home...as for me when i explode i can feel my heartbeats pumping thru the veins in my neck without feeling dem...slammed the door til a piece of wall fell out...almost slashed my brother wif a kitchen knife...threw chairs and overturned sofas...banged my head on the wall (cos dun wanna hurt anybody, so its betta to hurt myself)...lolx scary hor...dey started luffing hysterically at me banging my head...very dumb mEh? Dose were the days...haben been angry for a very long time liao...hEe! :)

people haf been asking me, "hey u cut ur hair ah?"
me (very sad) "no la. i dropping hair. i got cancer."
hahahaha...

it hurts when u give your all into something and yet u still fall flat of the standards. knew u tried and dats enuf. tears... are really beautiful when they tell the story of a heart filled wif hope.

haf so many dreams to live for! climb mountains.. bungee jump.. skydive..woohoo!!! :)

+ Sometimes love can be magical..but magic can be an illusion +