"It is because the human spirit knows, deep down, that all lives intersect. That death doesn't just take someone, it misses someone else, and in the small distance between being taken and being missed, lives are changed."
-the five people u meet in Heaven, Mitch Albom

There are people who simply drift along, searching for somewhere they belong to in this world. Looking for a place to call their own, they want to know where they stand in life. Years go by, but the answers might still be unknown to them, even til their very last breath on their deathbeds. Maybe that's what this journey called life is all about.

But living life is never a waste. When we have somebody to love and something to hope for, we learn to embrace the true beauty of life. Cherish every moment of your life because once it's gone, it will never come back. Sometimes you miss it so badly that it hurts inside. For me, part of my heart and soul will always remain in sabah, looking for lost memories.

I miss 118. Anyways, Im thankful that they were there for me to love. It's not about losing the memories, but gaining the strength to let go. I guess, learning to let go is one of the hardest lessons in life. This hols, I have been withdrawing myself frm my frens and retreating into the depths of my soul. So much has happened in the past yr and as i struggled with the hectic jc lifestyle, i seem to have forgotten about the things that matter most to me.
I wanted the personal space to rethink my philosophies in life, and the work attachment programme gave me the chance. Perhaps i was running away, from the frenships that (i know) wun last forever and the ugly side of this world. I was tempted to fly overseas without a word, if i could.

Everybody tells me to stay the same. But in this everchanging world, how do i do that? I cant. And people are walking out of my life, guess wat, time to say goodbye. Missing somebody, especially if that person is just by your side, has got to be one of the worst feelings.

I will lay down at Your feet
and listen to the sweetest sound-Your heartbeat
falling deeper in You

*There's always a reason to cry, but it's nicer when u are not crying alone*