.-blood splattered on crimsom lips
its raining in those jewelled eyes-.

chatting on the way to wdlands library wif caresse marie joreen yuwei:
how fragile life is. freak accidents, motorcycle accidents, brain tumours. brains splattered on the platform, mangled bones, mothers gone mad. some dun even get the chance to reach their 20th bdae. to think i had thoughts of throwing away my life. thank You for stopping me then. felt really lucky for simply being alive, breathing n standing in the cabin wif my dear frens ard me crapping together.
life. a passing shadow, a candle in the wind. birth, a sunrise. death, a sunset. dust to dust, ashes to ashes.

sometimes i feel that life is an endless struggle, against the thgs dat are beyond our control and for the thgs dat we wanna keep close to our hearts. countless chances forsaken, silent tears of regret. frm the bottom of my heart, really hope dat we can stay in touch for life, wanna hold on tightly to u guys. but i know dat its not easily done. aftr the competition we mite drift apart. the happiness we shared may just leave traces of bittersweet memories in our hearts.
although that's the way it is, doesnt stop me frm loving u all.

their stories make me wanna cry. such twisted family backgrds. truly unexpected. children are the innocent ones that suffer frm broken marriages. nobody ever wanted to be born into a shitty family. but i guess no mothers want their kids to hate them. how do they tolerate such psychotic behaviour. it leaves emotional and physical scars. marks on the skin will fade, but the emotional turmoil could last a lifetime.
dun sad wor, be strong. *huGz

FATclub rawks my world! =)

today's negative exp showed me why i should cherish life and wad i haf. all the more determined to lead a happy life, so that i can bring happiness to others. seeing the people ard me luff- that keeps me going.

your eyes
wet wif shattered rain
i'll be your umbrella
this i promise you

"That it really began in the days when the Love Laws were made. The laws that lay down who should be loved, and how. And how much."- God of Small Things