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the times we walked beside each other in silence
both trying so hard to think of something to say
that one could almost see the brain waves flying amongst us
do you remember the pauses?
and a forgotten 'play' button, left to collect dust & fear
maybe it doesnt work anymore
some things are better left unsaid, aren't they?
now you are not here (you never were)
but i still remember your footsteps falling into place next to mine

the times we danced together
the blasting music a mute silence and all i hear is the beating of my heart
i feel your gaze on me
but im looking everywhere except back into your eyes

the times you smiled
i search deep within for the words to say
my smile lost between my frozen lips
and i wonder what the hell is going on in your head

time's ticking away
shadows and whispers
are what's left
is this where my story ends.