During that 25mins two years ago, when our eyes met, your heart bumped against mine. I think our fate ends here though. Til we meet again, maybe or maybe not. It doesnt really matter anymore. The memories you've created, the sweetness will last for a lifetime. But i can never forget you. Who else can make me chuckle silly in the wee hours of the night, make me smile anytime, make me go weak in the knees and talk to me and laugh together about silly stuff. Who taught me the true meaning of giving without returns. Just wanted to see you smile. Who showed me the importance of honesty and accepting a person for who he really is deep-down. Who else can laugh as hard as you do. You who spread a little sunshine in my deary days, and touched me with your warm skin. Who brightened up my life with your smile, simple and sweet. Who showed me the meaning of bliss when you took me by the hand and twirled me around in the dark.
I remember eating your pizza crust, your fresh soapy smell, your love for cartoons and your "wahooooooo...!" (69 'o's. i counted.) when your favourite soccer player scored. Your half-smiles, letting me wonder how to make it whole. How you only made me laugh harder when you told me not to laugh. How you knew what i was thinking although i wasn't saying anything. The way you dance, the way you behave like a little kid. How you banged my toes, helped me to arrange my mahjong tiles when they fell down, asked me to help you watch soccer and pestered me non-stop for days. That you're the only guy who ever said that word to me. The time i accidently searched for your name in the dictionary when i was thinking of you while doing my GP homework. How you would walk beside me but not say a word. The sight of you looking so serious and sad, i know you're just too good at hiding your emotions.
To think that you will never know how much you mean to me and how happy you made me. That 25mins, perhaps a chance encounter, but i'll remember it for a lifetime. Goodbye, i'll always miss you :)
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