The Aftermath

"Blackbird singing in the dead of night.
Take these broken wings and learn to fly."

heartbroken
Well, yesterday was another sad sad day at school. Right now i really hate the way the world works. I know that reality is harsh but still, why did things turn out this way? Some people are taking the news rather badly and i feel so painful and strangled for them. The thought of separation brings nothing but sadness, tears, aching hearts and more sadness...

Some sabasketeers didnt make it too. Does this mean that we haf come to the end of our journey and all that's left are broken memories? As for 118, i love and cherish all of you. Its the first class which realy make me luff n smile so much. Thank you all. Im missing those people who are walking out of my life badly. Only our fingertips are touching now and before long, i know that u guys will disappear into the darkness.

If only things didnt turn out this way..
If only we can turn back time..
If only we dun haf to say goodbye...

Skipped econs lecture to gif moral support to my frens who appealed. They were unsuccessful though. Everybody deserves a second chance, don't dey? WHY not them?

Heavy hearts sink deeper in the bottomless ocean...

My motivation in life is when the people ard me joke and luff happily. Now that so many pple are down, i find it hard to be happy too. It hurts terribly.

To me, the best part about school is hanging out wif my frens. Now, without dem by my side, school no longer holds any meaning to me. i really miss them alot alot. I am aware that there is no everlasting frenship (physically) but this is just too abrupt. All i want is more time with my frens. Now, life is so empty and my food seems tasteless. Whenever i walk, i feel lyk im stuck in a funeral march. Today i was terribly late for school cos i woke up ard 11. I feel blue so i wanted to bury myself in sleep so that i will not be reminded of and hurt by sad stuff. Memories frm the past keep flashing through my mind. Im desparately holding onto these frenships tightly but only ashes and tears remains...

Life is not a rehearsal; we only live once. When we do not cherish the opportunities we haf, they slip away into the shadows and wld most probably never knock on our door again. We only regret and reflect after disasters haf struck. We feel regretful over stuff that we could have done better or wat we did not do at all. However, it is no use crying over split milk. Sometimes, endings can signify a new beginning...

"Life consists not in holding good cards but in playing those you hold well"