have you seen my childhood`

suddenly miss my primary school days. pulling pranks, fighting with the guys, playing all day long, cheating in my higher chinese tests, munching snacks, hanging out with my besties at the playground, writing compositions, running away from the DM when im late, bullying other kids, playing truant (and the paranoid teachers wanted to call the police cos they thought i was lost or kidnapped!), getting sent to the VP's office, those silly childish games, copying hw, climbing onto rooftops, my baggy pinafore, getting caught up in shitty nonsense, blah-those were the happy days.

anyways, me aint a naughty kid totally. i was the Model Pupil in 1997 okay! haha =)

i used to luff like a evil witch, for the fun of it. you know, the high-pitched ear-piercing MUAHAHAHA type.
but look what happened, from then i've forgotten how to luff naturally, ughs.

was reading blogs, and i find my heart aching suddenly. how time flies, and we can never get it back once its gone. those sweet memories to hold on to, slipping thro our fingers. how we are just not meant to be. something's missing somehow. who will remember. life is just too short. unlimited wants, unfulfiled.

the world is moving too fast, its spinning endlessly. so im running in the rain, feeling the raindrops on my face. and tears are falling faster.

can i not be strong.

.-i saw you smiling at me
was it real or just my fantasy-.